-fear-

Have you ever had a raw vice-like feeling that grips your heart, literally??


A feeling so strong it can jolt any weary man to full consciousness??


A feeling that comes around, leaving you longing for something never to come??


Or leaves you in a state of thorough guilt and disappointment at yourself??


Well this morning, I did.


I went to sleep rather late last night.


For me, thats about one thirty.


And usually I tend to sleep at least eight hours at one go.


After five, the feeling ensued.


And jarred me out of my sleep.


Yes, it was regarding the O' lvls.


I'll say right then I was utterly terrified.


I don't think I ever felt like that before.


And for the next hour, I struggled to slip back into slumber.


But I couldn't.


I wanted to call someone and ask them to pray for me.


But that early, they might have cursed me instead.


Fear.


Sigh.. fear not..


Luke 12:4;

" fear not he who does you harm or destruction, but fear Him who has the power to cast into hell.."