merry christmas.. my christmas
Merry Christmas!! Seems there isn't much time left.. sigh.. it just went by like that... how did i spend it?? Like this..
I woke up slightly before ten thirty and hurried out of the house to make it to the Christmas Service. I mistook the time and was half an hr late and had to sit outside for the service. Man was it packed. Well the service was good.. the music was awesome.. but the pastor preached abit out of point. Lol..
So after the service a few of us went for lunch then we went off to play lan. DOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!!!! I was top hero for the two games we played although my team lost both. Haha... then i came home and just watched tv.. until like now...
thats it. that is and was my Christmas Day. No presents..(mebbe except a cd from a member in church).. no nothing.. no family big dinner.. no outing... just.. nothing
i don't know.. i guess it's been like this every year but this year it just hit me extra hard.. prob cos the last few yrs i was away skiing during christmas.. prob cos.... it just wasnt a family 'tradition'. No christmas tree.. No christmas presents.. No family gettogethers.. No singing of carols.. my christmas.. is just like another day to me.. well... mebbe be just slightly better cos i dun go n play lan everyday...
sigh... when i visit ppl's. houses n see their trees and presents stacked under them... i just sometimes feel abit jealous.. i mean.. i guess cos this kinda thing never happened to my dad so he too don't do this kinda thing.. and i dare not ask why nor for presents cos ive gotten a guitar way out of the original budget and i think i should not ask for more.. but sometimes... sometimes mebbe i shouldnt have gotten my git instead and have all the other lovely materialistic things peers get.. but then again... nah..
haiz.. i dont know... i guess.. ill just have to get used(mebbe i already am) to my mundane christmas.. but i guess i cant be sad right.. for on one such day long ago a saviour was born unto the world to save mankind..(woah sounds so kool).. lol.. but its true right.. guess ill just like.. spend my last few christmas moments later wishing Jesus a happy birthday and asking Him what it was like when he was little and what presents he received for His birthdays. Musta been a super lot of God's blessings eh.. mhm
well.. thats all for my christmas.. hope urs has not been as dull as mine. Cheers!! ;D
I woke up slightly before ten thirty and hurried out of the house to make it to the Christmas Service. I mistook the time and was half an hr late and had to sit outside for the service. Man was it packed. Well the service was good.. the music was awesome.. but the pastor preached abit out of point. Lol..
So after the service a few of us went for lunch then we went off to play lan. DOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!!!! I was top hero for the two games we played although my team lost both. Haha... then i came home and just watched tv.. until like now...
thats it. that is and was my Christmas Day. No presents..(mebbe except a cd from a member in church).. no nothing.. no family big dinner.. no outing... just.. nothing
i don't know.. i guess it's been like this every year but this year it just hit me extra hard.. prob cos the last few yrs i was away skiing during christmas.. prob cos.... it just wasnt a family 'tradition'. No christmas tree.. No christmas presents.. No family gettogethers.. No singing of carols.. my christmas.. is just like another day to me.. well... mebbe be just slightly better cos i dun go n play lan everyday...
sigh... when i visit ppl's. houses n see their trees and presents stacked under them... i just sometimes feel abit jealous.. i mean.. i guess cos this kinda thing never happened to my dad so he too don't do this kinda thing.. and i dare not ask why nor for presents cos ive gotten a guitar way out of the original budget and i think i should not ask for more.. but sometimes... sometimes mebbe i shouldnt have gotten my git instead and have all the other lovely materialistic things peers get.. but then again... nah..
haiz.. i dont know... i guess.. ill just have to get used(mebbe i already am) to my mundane christmas.. but i guess i cant be sad right.. for on one such day long ago a saviour was born unto the world to save mankind..(woah sounds so kool).. lol.. but its true right.. guess ill just like.. spend my last few christmas moments later wishing Jesus a happy birthday and asking Him what it was like when he was little and what presents he received for His birthdays. Musta been a super lot of God's blessings eh.. mhm
well.. thats all for my christmas.. hope urs has not been as dull as mine. Cheers!! ;D
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