Monday, February 19, 2007

If - by Rudyard Kipling

Hey people, here is a poem my brother left me as he goes off for 6 years of further studies. His leaving has made me realise how to world isn't a safe place after all.

I really encourage you to read this poem and to meditate on it truthfully, it really means a whole lot to me. Please take your time to read this. Yupp.


If


If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;


If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;


If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone
,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";


If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

Saturday, February 17, 2007

time really flies..

time really flies..

It's now the last time I'm celebrating Chinese New Year in a government school.

time really flies..

With the only vivid memory I had when I went on my first Holiday to USA, it seemed that I was only 2 years old yesterday.

time really flies..

I almost swore to myself not to forget how slowly secondary school passed by as I attended it day by day, but now I can't even remember how it was like.

time really flies..

When tomorrow I'd be waking up to play with my 9 year old brother, tomorrow he leaves for 6 years of further study.

time really flies..

i'm not fifteen anymore, my moment has passed.

time really flies..

I'm not young anymore, I'm old now. I'm almost and adult. Oh crap.

time really flies..

I don't wanna graduate, I wanna remain a JC kid forever and party and enjoy everyday I have.

time really flies..

My core group of friends in primary school are totally lost to me now, thankfully my secondary group is still very around.

time really flies..

We are still teens now, when tomorrow comes, will I be at your marriage??

time really flies..

Will we be meeting for dinner tomorrow to catch up and discuss how our children are doing?

time really flies..

Will you be at my child's wedding?

time really flies..

Will you attend my funeral? Or will I be at yours?

time really flies..


Will I meet you in heaven???

time really flies..

will I still know you tomorrow??

i don't know. i don't know. but I wish it so.

time really flies..

Friday, February 02, 2007

o.u.c.h.

Yoho~~!!!

So I'm finally back after quite a long hiatus haha.


Qian qian, I am going to poke you till you die on monday for your stupid antics on my tagboard!!!!


lol.


Anyway today during swim pe, I HAD A FRIGGIN CRAM !*$^*@!#)!@&*)!@^*)@!^#*)@&#)!!!!!!!


it was REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD!!


It was during water polo and I threw this long ball across the breadth of the pool to Brian, and while kicking myself up to thrust it my right calf CRAMMED!


I tell you it was so friggin tight, take your palm and squeeze it as hard together as you can.


That was how my muscle looked and felt like.


I've never really gotten a cram before till today.


I could almost die la...


It was really tight can... and it didnt go away for 5 minutes....


5 FREAKING MINUTES!!!!!


Swear words that I didnt know I had suddenly came out... which was not a good thing..


And the pain was seriously excruciating... it is still hurting now... I'm limp around my house can..


It took 7 full minutes of insane stretching to finally losen up my muscle... thankfully my legs are flexible if not I'd have died with the stretching.


Darn... hopefully i can recover by tmr.


Arugh... on a lighter note.. my frisbee improved quite a lot today :)


Esp my forehand, all thanks to the expert tutorage of LUO JINGWEI THE GODLIKE PWNER!!!!


Haha yeah and it really made a difference, now i can throw decent forehands!!!!


And so after school I practiced a while more with Jerome then we went to town together and walk here walk there for fun.


We took pictures with soft toys to amuse ourselves hahaha.


Yeah and that's all for today.


Till next time, enjoy the pics =)

(eh sorry jerome i wanted to pose your solo pic but i realise you were carrying something very very wrong that should not be shown on blogs haha)