Can't think of a friggin' title
Woohoo!! Havent written in so long. Guess it's juz cos' i can't find the time. (Yeah right i'm just lazy.)
So yesterday was Fusion 05'. Haiz... I guess I'd call it.. unexpected. Why?
Well... my version of the event was to go there, have an awesome time of worship, be ministered to by the wonderful pastor Benny Ho, rededicate my life back to God and go home feeling great. But nooo... things were not as planned.
The actual version: Halfway through the 3rd song Yangshen called me out for an emergency. It was because there were too many people and the Close-Circuit Tv connecting to the late-comers(which were.. like ALOT) did not work so the stanby plan was to have the non-fusion band come in to play at the sanctuary. To cut a long story short. The pastor preached at the sanctuary instead and in the end the standbys were not needed cos Pastor Norman Wong did the after sermon worship for the extra people. Not my Wesley Band. I'm still trying to figure out what God was tying to say to me. Why could not my version work? Why did i have to miss half the worship and sermon?
Why? I'm still looking for an answer. Haiz.. Not really in the mood to go and think one out right now. I guess sometimes in life we have to be prepared for the worst but... We still were not called. I mean.. If I was not really needed at the end I'd rather have not been called out halfway through the third song where the dancers were dancing wonderfully, were the music was fantastic, to throw myself into a frenzy happening outside the hall. I mean like GOD!!!! WTFREAK MANN!!!!!! I wanted to worship YOU!! Listen TO YOUR WORD!!! Feel a fresh anointing of YOUR SPIRIT!! Rededicate MY LIFE back to YOU!! And NO0O0O0O0 YOu did not let that happen. WHY??!?!?!?!?!? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT is it You are trying to tell me
screw it
So yesterday was Fusion 05'. Haiz... I guess I'd call it.. unexpected. Why?
Well... my version of the event was to go there, have an awesome time of worship, be ministered to by the wonderful pastor Benny Ho, rededicate my life back to God and go home feeling great. But nooo... things were not as planned.
The actual version: Halfway through the 3rd song Yangshen called me out for an emergency. It was because there were too many people and the Close-Circuit Tv connecting to the late-comers(which were.. like ALOT) did not work so the stanby plan was to have the non-fusion band come in to play at the sanctuary. To cut a long story short. The pastor preached at the sanctuary instead and in the end the standbys were not needed cos Pastor Norman Wong did the after sermon worship for the extra people. Not my Wesley Band. I'm still trying to figure out what God was tying to say to me. Why could not my version work? Why did i have to miss half the worship and sermon?
Why? I'm still looking for an answer. Haiz.. Not really in the mood to go and think one out right now. I guess sometimes in life we have to be prepared for the worst but... We still were not called. I mean.. If I was not really needed at the end I'd rather have not been called out halfway through the third song where the dancers were dancing wonderfully, were the music was fantastic, to throw myself into a frenzy happening outside the hall. I mean like GOD!!!! WTFREAK MANN!!!!!! I wanted to worship YOU!! Listen TO YOUR WORD!!! Feel a fresh anointing of YOUR SPIRIT!! Rededicate MY LIFE back to YOU!! And NO0O0O0O0 YOu did not let that happen. WHY??!?!?!?!?!? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT is it You are trying to tell me
screw it
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