Tuesday, July 19, 2005

living in the now

Hey everyone.

Funny how it is[hahaThatsTheFirstLineOfThatShouldBeLife] that everyone says time flies by like super quantumdruper fast? I don't know why.. Like you were just six yesterday or you were 12 last week. The funny thing is: If that is so, then I would remember exactly what I did.

Problem is, I don't.

I mean yea, I did realise time did suddenly teleport me into Primary 4, but after that moment when I suddenly realised that, it seemed time didn't fly no more. Not that I'd been living every moment as if it were my last since then or living life to the fullest cos if I was then WHAT AM I DOING IN SCHOOL!

I don't know. Someone told me that when you are in Secondary School, time don't seem to fly by. It's till after you leave. When you enter army or something, that it suddenly plummets you in the head.

"Next thing you know it's back to mugging for 'a'lvls"
"Next thing you know it's being shaved for NS"
"Next thing you know you're mugging for a degree"
"Next thing you know you gotta work out how to provide for your child's education"
"Next thing you know you're 60.."
"Next thing you know.."
"Next thing you know.."
"Next thing you know.."

OKAY so like stop reminding me already. I'm still 15!! ALL YOU 16 YR OLD ELDERLY LOSERS!! Haha kidding. I mean like yeah, take life one step at a time. Sure I gotta plan for my future and stuff but gimme a break man. If I had to plan till my deathbed now I'd have a fatal freak attack and drown in depression.

Take note that I don't mean don't plan my will, that's different. I mean plan my life in detail. And chances are, it is improbable to actually do so. Only like.. nothing would be in exact accordance with my plan? Or would it?

Hmmm... I'm confusing myself here..

My point??

Umm.. I don't know..
The thing is.. I'm fifteen now.. I don't care if it's just for a moment.. so come mock me on by birthday... which is vvveeeeerrrryyy farrr away.. just like NS =D
haha...

I'm fifteen!! Woohoo feels good to be young. Make the most of youth!!
While you still have it..

-rawr-

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