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Everything sucks. Everyone's screaming at each other. Everyone's shouting at each other. School sucks. Everyone's mocking ME just for the fun on it. Everyone's playing pranks on ME cos' I don't retaliate. Everyone's calling me fat. That's because I AM. But no they don't see me trying hard to lose weight. No they still mock my voice and my 'fake' accent when I lead chapel. They don't care instead about God being the main focus.
Family sucks. Arguing with parents all the time and getting in deep sh*t with them. Arguing your cause against them whose ideals are unshatterable. Even though you are right. Even though you know better. Older sibling always bullying the younger ME to do all the household chores. Without even so much as a Thank You.
Studies SUCK. All the stress with all the homework. All the teachers who are relentless and merciless in the pursuit of our excellence. Prelims are back. They count. Kind and innocent comments to others turn back and snap at me. People push me around even though I treat them with respect. Teachers don't give a damn when I wanna ask a question.
I can't run that fast. I'm not that fit. Im pissed. I wanna SCREAM. I wanna SHOUT. I wanna CRY. WHATTHe*LL@#*($)!&()$&@()$&#(%^!#^)$&@(!*#_@*($)#&%#^!*^!*)$^&#*@$R&. I wanna run away from home. Away from my parents and siblings. I can't take it anymore. THis life sucks. TOTALLY. Maybe right now I should go hopp on a cab and pray some otehr car ram into me to take my life. Letme go to heaven. Where for eternity I'll be loved and be happy.

damn...