disquietude

I am scared. I am afraid.

I am afraid of SYF.
I am afraid of N.A.P.F.A.
I am afraid of chinese 'o's
I am afraid of o' levels.
I am afraid I won't make it to ACJC.
I really am.

I am afraid I can't play my guitar well.
I am afraid I can't sing well.
I am afraid of going to school tomorrow and not getting accepted by peers.
I am afraid of failing.
I am afraid of being rejected.

I am afraid. So afraid.

People. Please. Pray.
God. Please. Help.