- fizzle away -

It's funny how love can speed up the process of forgiveness.




The thought of love;




The love I receive, both secularly and spiritually...





Especially when it's up close and personal..





Brings a warm feeling to my heart.





Today I got fuming mad.





My classmate once again did something to me, and no matter how I tried to ask it back, she wouldn't return it.




This was the 4th time she had done this to me.





It had been getting harder and harder to get my things back, and today..





She refused to give it back till I compromised all of her demands..





I did say before that I never get angry..





What I meant was, I never explode.





I do get angry, and you can tell when I'm furious.





It will be plain obvious.





But I don't blow up on anyone.





Anyway today the love that I got from a brother close to heart did calm me down quite a bit.




I just want to say to this beloved brother:




I know exactly what you are talking about.





I know exactly what you want to say.





I know exactly what you mean.





But I'm like this.




Because I don't explode, I take time to fizzle down.




All I need is time.




I thank you for giving me words of encouragement and wisdom but..




I know it all already.





I know it exactly the way you do, and more.





So next time just let me be..





Give me my few moments to set myself right again.





What I said today about the forget part, I definitely didn't miss out the other half.




The more important half.




Just that I didn't say it cos I'd done it already.




Usually all I need is time.





And I'll be fine and dandy in a few hours.





Alright?!?




Love you bro.